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[Feb. 19th, 2008|09:28 pm] |
I wanna come home :( |
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[Feb. 15th, 2008|11:14 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Yuma, Arizona | ] |
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I have nothing important to say. If you're short on time, I suggest stopping now because it will only be a waste of your time. I'm tired, I'm bored, I'm in Arizona. It's past midnight here, and there is absolutely nothing to do. I can't get to sleep unfortunately, so I feel like complaining. Firstly, I really wish high school would end. It can be summed up in one word: bullshit. There is no more to it, it's immature, teenage drama crap. Honestly, once I'm out of that hell hole, I don't plan on talking to more than maybe 5 people from there. I suppose only 5 more months left, and then I start anew. Thank god. Senior year is basically shit. I mean aside from having the power to skip whenever you choose, its worthless. I have absolutely no motivation to continue high school. I mean, I've been accepted to PSU, what more do I need to do at fghs? The only thing that keeps me going is that nagging feeling of having to do good in school, damn overachieving conscious, it does not mix well with a procrastinating personality. Other than school, home life is blegh. My mother and I seem to have a love hate relationship with one another. Between the child support arguements, her constant insults towards my father, and various other fights we seem to get ourselves into, we get along quite well. Went to mexico today, first time in another country. Pretty much what I'd expected. Nothing special. Got to drink beer in a restaurant, thene got a massage. Then got to stand in line for damn near 2 hours to get back across the border. Oh and I forgot to mention that a guy offered me some pot down there, which was weird considering my grandmother was standing right next to me. Overall good experience. So to conclude this pointless rambling, I really want life to change, I want out of high school, I want out of my current situation. I suppose the witness protection program is always an option. |
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[Dec. 31st, 2007|12:14 am] |
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Well it's been well over a year since my last entry. And my oh my how life has changed. Hmm, Anna Nichole Smith is dead, I suppose that is different since the last time I wrote in this thing. Well other than that I guess not much has changed. I'm bored, I am starting to get bored of break, but really don't want to go back to school. 18 in 8 days, wewt. Well I think thats all I really feel like typing right now, but I plan to revive this old thing. |
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[Nov. 21st, 2006|09:49 pm] |
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so... katie is the most awesome person ever. |
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[Nov. 2nd, 2006|09:03 pm] |
So.... fuck life.
-Lost my phone because my stepdad and brother like to lie
-Got told I was anti-social by my boss, and that I need to do better
-Someone has leaked information to my boss that I'm having family troubles, not fucking cool.
-He forced a good friend into tears, making her quit. And I may not be far behind her.
Fuck this. |
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[Oct. 24th, 2006|11:20 pm] |
panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda
woot panda! |
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[Oct. 10th, 2006|04:28 pm] |
blare the music louder.
make my thoughts go away.
much better. |
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[Oct. 8th, 2006|12:58 pm] |
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Coffee got cancelled :( |
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[Oct. 7th, 2006|12:32 am] |
Sunday... coffee.
Right time to ask her? |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2006|11:17 pm] |
So, I need your opinions...
Okay, as most of you know, there is this girl. Yes Joe has fallen for a girl. Anywhom I am in a very precarious (sp?) position. She is going to her homecoming in Banks this Saturday with her off/on boyfriend since 8th grade. This guy from what I could tell seems like... well an ass. She says that they would often get in fights and such. This guy has made her paranoid to the point where she thinks that everyone hates her and is out to get her. Basically to sum it up, she has lost trust in men. Well like I said she is going to homecoming with him. Apparently he wants to start dating again, but from what I could tell she is not so sure of it. Well from what I can tell there seems to be some connection between us and I really do like the girl. I do intend to ask her to our homecoming however here is my problem. If I ask her now, it leaves her with the very bad decision of possibly blowing off her date for Banks, which would make me feel like a total dick. However on the other hand, if I wait past Saturday then that will leave me in a situation where she may possibly be back together with him by then. This is where I ask for your help, most of which whom read this are people I trust VERY much to console me. I do mean that to, EVERYONE who actually reads this has seen me express all types of emotions and thus do know a bit about me. So I leave this situation to you, what should I do? |
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[Sep. 30th, 2006|10:43 pm] |
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I wish I could be happy. |
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[Sep. 29th, 2006|01:32 pm] |
holy shit, this is awesome
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[Sep. 23rd, 2006|11:06 pm] |
so as I was taking out the trash tonight with Bailey, I realized:
I'm in love with the feeling of being loved
I'm really starting to think I need a girlfriend =\ |
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[Sep. 19th, 2006|10:38 pm] |
So, aside from all the negative things that happened to me today....
there's this girl. yeah thats about it. ^_^ |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2006|06:35 pm] |
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so, i just realized... everyone i hang out with is gone :( |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2006|07:59 pm] |
got my cell back tonight as well, for good behavior.
SCHEDULE:
1 - AP English 11 - Karp
2 - AP Biology - Johnson
3 - Elective PE - Evers
4 - School Release
5 - 20th History - Thoma
6 - French 4 - Burke
7 - AP Calc - Rusaw
8 - Health 11 - Logan |
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[Aug. 16th, 2006|10:55 pm] |
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so yeah, lost my car right? well i guess not. if i ask my dad and tell him what i'm doing and where, then i can do it (well with limits) but if I wanna go hang out, go to coffee, go play baseball. Anywhom... yeah I still don't have my cell till school but I can go do stuff XD |
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[Aug. 14th, 2006|09:51 pm] |
My dad in relation to the Iraqi suicide bombers:
"they're promised 75 virgins at the gates when they die? they fell for that???? Hell, theres not 75 virgins on this earth!.................unless they're under 12!!!!!"
oh my god. |
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